Tag: transformation

The Life Tree

I have grieved for my Father, my Mother, my brother, and my nephew. While each loss felt different, I knew each to be like an energetic amputation that left me changed. It feels like you are smaller, sometimes my edges were jagged, sometimes they were soft and porous. Sometimes my body would feel unreal to me, lighter, nebulous, sometimes it would feel heavy, burdensome. At times I needed connection, at other times I’d withdraw. These are all reactions to physical loss, the world felt ‘less’ to me and this was me working out the new and different world that I inhabited. It’s like you’ve lost your senses – literally – and you can’t perceive your surroundings in the same way anymore, so your mind is frantically bouncing around trying to make sense of something it can’t comprehend.

Dancing by Swamp Light…

I wrote the bulk of this blog last Wednesday night (1st May 2019) after my Ecstatic Dance night with @movewithnikchung . I’ve published it in sort of a ‘journal format’ since that’s how I wrote it. This wasn’t easy to publish, and I nearly didn’t, but I felt the next step was to let my…

Caterflies & Butterpillars…

There’s a great mystery in the process, we know the scientific explanation but even knowing how it happens doesn’t preclude the mystery. This is probably why we resonate with this cycle on a spiritual level; there’s a common sense of ‘not knowing’ what happens to us between our death and our birth as well, and here it is happening right in front of us but we still can’t quite ‘see’ it.

Go On…Tempt Me with your Soft Glow

Solar Eclipse 11th August 2018 I kiss you on the back of your head, I anoint your thoughts with my Light, Which pales in the shadow of your soft glow. You are my Light, you are my shadow, you are my Soul. I Love with all my shining Self, I adore with all my past,…

Hello Pluto, we’re waving…

Solar Eclipse 13th July 2018 A Solar Eclipse in Cancer today? Yes…at 12.47pm AEST, but you’ve been feeling it for a while now. Most notably over the last couple of weeks and it’s been culminating over the last few days. You’ll feel it after it’s gone too, but it will be like a satisfying breath…